been over a month...

and i feel like pouring out my emotions today...

i feel damn lousy today...chocolate didnt even helped!
i dont know why.

here i go.....

one very important point about me is.. i hate being accuse of,
i hate being lousy for what i use to be good at..it really brings down my self-esteem.
so please stop adding salt to the wound.

i wonder what had happen to me these few days.. isit purely moodswing?...

or rather, am i tired of having to put everything together.. then being casted aside once again?

i know that my family and some of my friends are always behind me. But its just that i feel that no one knows me well.. be it my father, brother, or my best of friends.

i use to be of my best.but

i dont feel like i have an impact on others life like how i did before.

i feel like im filled with regrets i dont want to have.

i feel lagged.. i feel like im lacking of.

i know that many of you say that i can just call u up for a talk but its just that
i am the type of person who doesnt like to have a listening ear waiting for my words.
maybe thats who i think i am.
maybe..

i hate to trouble .. i hate being seen as trouble..

...

i have to say that i do not know what i mean at times.. but these are the words pouring out of my heart.

i feel so much better =)

tomorrow is yet another day..
let's live for the many tomorrows.
as every today is a gift =) (enlightened by kungfu panda's master's master. a.k.a the tortoise)

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Name: Daphne a.k.a Dap/Daffy/Daph
D.O.B: 21*01*92
age: 16
loves: =P
hates: D:

*Shanice*-[Wipe]
*Elvira*-[Your]
*Jessica*-[Tears]
*Jasmine*-[And]
*JiunRu*-[Say]
*Uma*-[Your]
*Yasmin*-[Goodbyes]

*Jacintha*-[Look]
*XIN*-[At]
*CiNdy*-[YOU]
*Shan*-[And]
*JiAxin*-[SCREAM]
*mixwonders*-[OUT]
*YongXiang*-[LOUD]

*MYBUD.NURUL*-[IN]
*PeeWee~*-[Your]
*MONKEY.Jacinth~*-[FACE!]

*Yings*~*-[Love]
*Nico*~*-[ME]
*WeiFeng*~*-[Like]
*Eddy*~*-[You]
*Summerlove*~*-[Love]

*so wish to be able to get in TP. *Be with my dear friends forever. *attain the true meaning of life - eternal happiness *get ipod touch *get notebook *Everyone is in their best of health

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